Can you not see you fool yourself? That's the only one you're fooling. You look at me. Your eyes are fiery balls of hate. The thing you claimed you'd never feel for me. Why don't you lie to me…
Again.
I can't see with eyes of hearts why I am to blame for the failure of a love. You didn't let yourself love me with your hands. Your lips. Your body. You loved me with your eyes. Or did you? Did you love me at all? My eyes can see your feelings didn't match mine. I exceeded, but I lost. This game brings me no joy. Get out of my life. Get out of my mind. Get out of my heart.
Please.
Does this mean I still feel for you? Or is it the aching repercussions of an unclosed chapter in my heart? The pain fills my whole body. It fills my whole being. At times I cry. Others I scream. Pain. Throbbing, unlivable pain. I loved you then. I love you now. I'll love you always.