what are you supposed to do
when you're living for someone else
when you're so wrapped up in an individual
that you don't feel the need to try anymore
and everything just falls into place
what do you do
when you find a person
whose simple existence makes you feel so wonderful
that you can think of nothing else
when you've found something so strong
that it changes you life
and you think you've found the one
who makes you need nothing else
when he's all that you require to go on
and you're scared so shitless
when you're diving head first into a pool that's prone to be shallow
but the water you're emerged in makes you feels so good
that even if you hit bottom,
either sooner or later
you believe it will have all been worth it
how do you explain how you know
that everything's going to be okay
and everyone is doubting you
when you've found the ideal amount of faultless flaws
that it redefines perfection in your eyes
I have sat beside you and simply rested my head on your shoulder
and the comfort of your head on mine was all I needed
I have been next to you and softly rubbed your back
while I wiped away your tears
and you knowing that I was there for you was what brought me happiness
And I have laid under you
while you were inside me
motionless excluding the soft stroking of your naked back
and I have never been more comfortable in my life
I am not going to tell you
that I am what you need
and I will not explain to you
how I think I can make you happy
nor will I enlighten you
to the way I feel for you
you are only real fantasy that I have ever lived
and somehow I know;
in some way, something tells me
that I will show you with time